Mockery

penis in the window dirt

roof material flapping in the wind

laurels at bay

The nomination of Donald Trump and the Republican Party.  Say good bye to the Christian stranglehold.  Put down the moral compass.  An entirely new point of view is emerging.  

...play some music...act like nothing happened...

That desperation is real ha ha

You are selling lies

qwerty waffle?

You don't know how to tell the truth

If you did, you would.
Your world is built on lies. Truth doesn't matter to you, lies made you successful.  I believed the lies.  Work hard
Be honest
Don't be greedy
Most importantly sacrifice, sacrifice, sacrifice and keep sacrificing.

To call you an idiot doesn't begin to describe
To wish you were dead doesn't resolve the problem
To hear you admit
To see you acknowledge
Neither can ever happen.

You can at least realize that silently within yourself.  You are safe because no one could ever unravel the deceit that you breathe into your nostrils, like the mixture of air needing just the right amount of oxygen to sustain life.  Invisible to the human eye.  You look in a mirror Ha like you could see yourself.  

You've never had to be honest.
You have no practice
You can't learn now
You are a lie

You eat morsels of truth
You defecate pretty little nothings
Yours to waste and enjoy

Barbara Dawson

Alliant taking over Calhoun Liberty operations, Attaway out as CEO

http://www.tallahassee.com/story/news/2016/03/14/alliant-taking-over-calhoun-liberty-operations-attaway-out-ceo/81762876/

Three Fired From Calhoun Liberty Hospital After Barbara Dawson Incident

http://www.wtxl.com/news/three-fired-from-calhoun-liberty-hospital-after-barbara-dawson-incident/article_a665fbf8-e7c6-11e5-afaf-13920106deb8.html

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Another Medical horror story
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Pill organisers causing dangerous overdoses in elderly

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/science/2016/07/05/pill-organisers-causing-dangerous-overdoses-in-elderly1/


The correct headline: Taking Medicine as Prescribed Can Kill You

The article should speak about how your medicine is prescribed to pay investors.  Dosing is based on lab animals that don't have a voice.

Hillary wants a national police force.

"We need national guidelines about the use of force, particularly lethal force."
 Hillary Clinton

What she is really saying.  We need a National Police force, for fear of a Coup d'état.  The USA has let so many people into this country with no allegiance to this country.

Hillary has gotten to a place in politics that she could eat a baby on live Television and people would show up out of nowhere asking her for the recipe.


http://www.pbs.org/newshour/bb/hillary-clinton-calls-for-police-reform-national-use-of-force-standards/

Tuzla Bosnia 1996

"Occasionally, I am a human being like everybody else".  Hillary Clinton quote about fake news

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/1582795/Hillary-Clintons-Bosnia-sniper-story-exposed.html


Am I the only wondering:
If she is occasionally human what is she when she isn't human?










Are there any journalists anywhere?

Texas 1966

Fake not Satire

Lowering the flag to half mast for Dallas

President Obama said this after five Police Officers were killed by a sniper in Texas:

For now, let me just say that, even as yesterday I spoke about our need to be concerned as all Americans about racial disparities in our criminal justice system.

Who wrote this speech for the President?
Five dead police officers = social justice?
Five dead police officers = Americans need to meditate on "racial disparities in our criminal justice system"

How to make Kool Aid?

Use a measuring cup to measure out a cup and a half of sugar, then add it to the pitcher. Add the water. Pour in an entire gallon of water (that's 16 cups) on top of the Kool-Aid mix and sugar. Stir the ingredients well.

A different type of dirty (window)

Bigfoot decal on the Jeep Renegade

Inside the women's restroom Macy's at Victoria Gardens Rancho Cucamonga

Yesterday I went to use the restroom inside Macy's at Victoria Gardens.  A man dressed like a man was in the women's restroom. I don't know who is thinking this is a good idea?  Someone?  Anyone?  Is there any real person on the planet that thinks a man in the woman's bathroom is a great idea? Why is there a sign on the door that says women?  Just call it a bathroom.  Get rid of the male/female sign. I don't think I am understanding the concept.  I'm supposed to go into a public restroom that has a sign that says; Women.  On the door and be okay that a man dressed like a man, and possibly two or three men, can be in there with me?

Hwy 180 California in Kings Canyon

Along the drive in to Kings Canyon, this giant rock is an impressive sight.  

I just noticed a white face and outstretched hand anomaly in three different images.  It's the way sunlight is hitting the rock wall but looks like a hologram to me.

The easy remedy for the difficult times

I read a fortune cookie recently.  It reminded me of a strange incident.  Years ago I got a fortune cookie without a fortune in it.  The next time I ate at that restaurant the fortune cookie had two fortunes in it.  Well this time the fortune made think about all the things that will never happen in my lifetime.  Conversations that will never happen in my lifetime. Seems like the only thing I can predict with certainty is the stuff I know will never happen.  Communication seems to be an issue that continually needs fine tuning.  Which brings me to a different topic.  If thinking somethings will never be talked about what about conversations that do take place.  How is it certain things are said, discussed, made important? 

Many platforms designed with the sole purpose of communicating.  A select group of people decide what is urgent.  If every human on the planet is a unique being, how can limiting the possibilities serve anyone or any group?

What use is it to talk about things no one knows anything about?  What value is there talking about stuff no one wants to hear.  What good does it serve for a person to say anything when other people won't listen?

Is it lack of understanding. If a person is raised in an environment that reinforces the individual to think of others first.  If that person ends up being around people taught to think only of themselves.  It would seem to create a disadvantage, even resentment.  

The concept is lost.  Comprehension impossible.  

refining

Do you need more money?
Do you need more control?
Do you need more spotlight?
Do you need more of everything?
Do you need more?
Do you?
You?

Yahoo and Flickr

What happened to Yahoo and Flickr.  All of a sudden I need to give personal information to sign in to a 10 (plus) year old account?  When Facebook asked me to send my birth certificate/government i.d. to identify myself it sounded like a joke.  Especially knowing I'm probably one of a handful of people to be asked to id myself by this odd group.  Now Flickr and Yahoo.  If they don't want me to use their free service all they have to do is say:  "You aren't allowed to use this free service."  I'm supposed to identify myself to to a machine?

Kings Canyon

An interesting place for a car picture.  

Sequoia and Kings Canyon National Parks

Like a bad penny

Thomas Rhett - T-Shirt
 Keith Urban - Wasted Time
 Guns and Roses named in the lyrics of those two pop country music songs. Guns and Roses play on stage with AC/DC Too many lies...too many. Yep, I'm talking to you.

HEMET: Caltrans gets pushback on Highway 74 raised median

The $7.4 million project will add a raised median to an 8-mile stretch of Highway 74 from west of Cawston Avenue east to the Ramona Expressway.

It is part of a larger project that will see a median on the 74 all the way to Lake Elsinore.

http://www.pe.com/articles/hemet-806366--.html

Each person is given a unique point of view

Yesterday I saw two Red tail Hawks fall to the ground fighting over a squirrel.  They both had their talons gripped into the squirrel.  They fell in the middle of the road.  The fight continued.  Another Red tail Hawk flew down near them.  I assume it was a family.  The winner stayed on it's side in the road gripping it's prey.  The two others flew off.  A car pulled up next to the bird in the road.  The hawk without letting go of it's prey righted himself and flew off.

It was really amazing to watch.  On my human side what was occurring.  I was working.  I had been given an assignment.  I called the customer letting them know I had arrived at the designated location. I hung up and was waiting.  My phone rings it is my employer asking where I am.  I said "I am waiting for the customer".  My phone rings again.  It is the customer saying "Where are you? I don't see you." I gave him the address he starts yelling "What?  Why are you there?" I said "Call the home office let them know there has been an error."  I call the home office to let them know what happened.  My co worker on the phone asks if I had gone to lunch yet.  Everything worked out okay ultimately.

It was interesting watching this unique event, while chaos erupted on the phone.

I always enjoy watching nature.  I'm thankful when I witness such events.

Egret crossing the road

Getting out of the way of the flow

Barely slept last night.  I'm not sure what the day has in store for me.  There is no where for this situation to go.  From where it left off it will become chaotic.  It will most likely begin with polite people greeting me and before the day is done another incident will most likely occur.  I am going on faith today because I haven't a clue what has come over my co-workers.  There is a struggle of some sort and I'm not sure how it involves me.

Today at work

My manager called me crazy. Not zany fun crazy but psychotic insane asylum crazy. It didn't stop there he took several mean spirited swipes at me. In front of a group of co-workers they laughed and joined in on the dog pile. I didn't say anything and let them go on and on. It's a great way to see the real nature of a person. I finally said "You don't even know me." I've worked here 2 months. He has been my manager for 2 weeks. I doubt he knows my last name. I found out he is having problems in his personal life, he is obviously projecting things on to me. Where to go from here I don't know. I think things are going to get worse. All of this came out of no where and it took me very much by surprise. I don't know if they have someone else who wants my job. I don't know if the group just got caught up in the moment and were enjoying being evil. Early in the day I found a paper that said: "A successful man is one who can lay a firm foundation with the bricks others have thrown at him."

Americans get fake news, China gets a fake Island. Americans get fake political dilemmas.

Fake War is better than Civil War because you don't have to be polite in a Fake War, like you would in  Civil War. civil; polite urbane
"Do you mind if I shoot at you Sir"?
"No not at all.  Thank you for giving me a chance to take cover."

http://www.defenseone.com/threats/2016/06/now-chinas-fake-island-has-farm/128866/


PGA moves Tournament to Mexico.
http://www.golfchannel.com/news/golf-central-blog/trump-tour-moving-doral-tournament-mexico-city/
To get Mexico inline with American laws?
To get away from American laws and regulations?
Golfers can now wire $1500.00 a day to the USA through DineroSeguro

Writing in the dirt..love it

Had to go to Temecula yesterday

Registrar of Voters reaches a new low

The time  I saw the poll worker pull my ballot out of the sleeve and look to see who I voted for.  I thought that was the lowest point in American politics.  No I was wrong. The Registrar of Voters changed my voting preference.  That is lower.  Don't know what could be worse but I have a feeling when November gets here I will have to witness an even lower blow to voting in America.

Churchwarden pipe

I've been trying to find a Chruchwarden pipe for a very long time.  The type I see readily available in stores are gigantic but anyhow.  The Churchwarden seems to be some big elaborate hoax.  Forcing people to believe there was evil in the world during a time of relative world peace.  The churches staged elaborate hoaxes to convince parishioners and citizens they needed to live in fear and turn authority and governance over to people who could protect them.  Yeah I know it sounds odd, but human nature always defaults to good...no one needs Christianity do they?  Now we have beauty vloggers to make you afraid you aren't pretty enough to walk around in public unless you spruce up your Temple of the Lord.  Buy yourself a box of Ritz crackers all round wafers are created equal.

http://www.catholicnewsagency.com/news/a-new-wave-of-attacks-against-catholics-in-france-belgium-85405/

“The altar…is marble, which prevented the fire from spreading. I can't imagine what would have happened with a wooden altar. The consequences for our church would have been tragic.”

He also said that on May 15, another unknown person desecrated the tabernacle which contained the consecrated hosts in the church at Jonquières

Don't act like you're surprised

Not an accident: Horse dies of a heart attack in the performance ring? Tested for drugs? No? Why not?

Barrel racing horse dies from a heart attack in the ring, crushes young rider (never recovers from her injuries)

http://thehorseaholic.com/horse-suffers-heart-attack-and-young-girl-is-trapped-underneath-prayers-needed-for-kalee-chandler/#


http://shameinthehorseshowring.blogspot.com/2009/02/drugging-its-not-just-for-racehorses.html

Ostrich

Pope Francis blowing smoke: look at the size of his carbon foot print

Pope Francis ‘praises vloggers and beauty videos’ in meeting with YouTube stars

http://www.cathnewsusa.com/2016/05/pope-francis-praises-vloggers-beauty-videos-meeting-youtube-stars/

Pope Francis: Martyrs are still the 'life blood of the Church'

http://www.catholicnewsagency.com/news/pope-francis-martyrs-are-still-the-life-blood-of-the-church-77537/

striving for perfection

we have a winner

impose

Wow I can hardly believe my eyes...a picture post...something to smile about

ha ha- horoscope -ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

http://www.women24.com/BooksAndAstrology/Astrology/Capricorn-20121220 


Capricorns are almost autistic: they are out of touch with their own, as well as everyone else’s feelings. They’re positively Victorian, if not Vulcan in their disdain for worldly pleasures, and look down on anyone who thinks otherwise. 

The best way to win a Capricorn’s approval is to work 18 hour days, eating nothing but gruel, and wearing lice-infested sackcloth.



Capricorn leaders stand on the divide between obnoxious and evil. They also have all the creativity of a dying houseplant, and despise creativity in others. 



But Capricorns are practical folk, and know that sex is a necessary ritual if they want to keep their partners and/or raise a family. So they learn to enjoy sex, in much the same way that a murderous sociopath learns to be charming.

klutzy

The past few years shopping for clothes has been repulsive.  The fabric colors and prints looked mostly like TV static.  Other prints made me think illegal dump on a dirt road.  The cut and style of these downtime discard inspired fabrics were for women who spent thousands of dollars on plastic surgery.  I don't know when showing your bra straps became fashionable but somehow it did.  I guess it is for girls that couldn't afford a boob job. Instead they spent $50.00 on a bra and wanted everyone to see it.  I've been wearing nondescript pants and t-shirts for the past several years in desperation.  Yesterday I grabbed a few items off the rack and tired them on.  I was pleasantly surprised to find a few items that caught my attention and even purchased some things.  Fabric and fit have come a long way.  Over the years I have been forced to buy pants that are too short.  I add fabric to the hem to lengthen them it is standard in my world.  Out of all the pants available I found only one pair made to fit a a tall woman.  If I want more selections I have to mail order or have the store special order for me.  I'm not sure why but mail order sounds seedy.

Can the powers that be in the fashion industry stop using ready to wear to punish people.  We get it your parents didn't love you and sent you to boarding school or bought your love with expensive toys.  Move beyond the pain and love your inner child.  Welcome to the world of grown ups.  Where we all have to deal with childhood injustices, and the awkwardness it created in us.

Know your place

Recently a guy that has an extremely close relationship with a very important person reacted to something I did on my own personal time.  What gave him such strong feelings against me?  Why does he see me as a threat?  For now the problem is solved.  His bitchy attitude needs to get reined in. How long will it take him to realize he is a liability.  How long will his hatred against me fester?

Dogs in cars

Your tear jerking hard luck story, put a lump in her throat

I wasn't given a chance to tell my story, yeah I'm still mad about that....grrrrr

HOMELAND: Suspect arrested in series of fires, officials say (UPDATE2) plus (update 3) May 24 2014

A series of nearly a dozen fires in the community of Homeland may have come to an end Friday, May 20, after a 42-year-old man who investigators believe was behind them was arrested.

http://www.pe.com/articles/fires-803430-reported-fire.html

HOMELAND: Resident charged with setting three fires last week

The Homeland community, which is bisected by the 74 highway, has been hit by nine other fires beginning with one April 30 that destroyed the Community First Church of God, across a side street from the Homeland Avenue fire. A second church was damaged in another fire. No one has been hurt.

Aispuro was not charged in any of the other nine fires.

http://www.pe.com/articles/fires-803796-homeland-three.html

Lonely For Your Love Bad Company

Have you ever noticed:

The balcony view of a stage looks like a typewriter.

ISIS Hires Disabled Executioner – But Is It Enough To Satisfy Critics Of It’s Employment Practices?

Has Islamic State recruited a disabled executioner to boost its ‘equal opportunities credentials’ in Libya?

http://www.blazingcatfur.ca/2016/05/18/isis-hires-disabled-executioner-but-is-it-enough-to-satisfy-critics-of-its-employment-practices/

a little bird told me

More Fires in Homeland California

CAL FIRE/Riverside County Firefighters responded to several fires beginning early this morning (05/10/2016 1:09 a.m. through 8:26 a.m.) in the community of Homeland, an unincorporated area of Riverside County, east of Perris. The fires included two structure fires, four outbuilding fires (sheds) and one vegetation fire; all of which were either out on arrival or quickly contained by firefighters. CAL FIRE Investigators, with assistance from ATF and Riverside County Sheriff's Office are working to determine the cause. Anyone with information on these fires is urged to call the Arson Hotline at 1-800-633-2836. All calls are anonymous.

http://www.rvcfire.org/_Layouts/Incident%20Information/IncidentInfoDetail.aspx?2597

Sex abuse victim in her 20s allowed to choose euthanasia in Holland after doctors decided her post-traumatic stress and other conditions were incurable

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3583783/Sex-abuse-victim-20s-allowed-choose-euthanasia-Holland-doctors-decided-post-traumatic-stress-conditions-uncurable.html#ixzz48J3XFaDn

I Love Riverside County. It's the junk drawer of California

Mud puddles, rock filled hills, half finished projects abound. 

Roads that don't quite line up.  

Abandoned train tracks. 

How is it I always

Forget how fucked up people are, until I'm forced to remember it.  What am I supposed to do?
Shoving it right in my face. I'm supposed to react instantly?  Smile and move along.  The world keeps going no matter what I do. For me that means it doesn't matter.  The speck that is me in this big huge world.  What's to compare.  The difference is?

Hwy 74 West of Warren Rd.

 I snapped a few pics. The traffic was slowing for a fire truck and lane closure. I especially like how the light illuminated the hill in the background

Homeland Bargain Center no news coverage of this fire within hours of church fire.

Two separate fires in Homeland yesterday:

This is a picture of The Homeland Bargain Center fire taken 5/1/2016 5:25 AM

No mention of this fire in the news.

HOMELAND: Church fire prompts closure of Highway 74

http://www.pe.com/articles/fire-801673-highway-building.html

The following quote has since been removed from the article:

A woman who did not respond to a reporter's query kept walking back and forth around the perimeter fence, apparently reciting a prayer. She was absorbed, fervent.

Who this seems to be describing is a woman that hangs out in the area.   The fire at the Bargain Center looks like it started in the Oleanders near the Hwy 74.  Another place this woman hangs around.  There has been prostitutes walking along the Hwy 74 in the last month.  There is also another odd woman people say she likes to start fires.