5/24/2021

a question waiting an answer, or a demand requiring a response

When a group of people can control the group opinion because the group needs a paycheck. It creates an environment. Without integrity the group can fall prey to any number of horrible scenarios. Trying to eke out a living under such circumstances takes a toll on each individual. Day to day it's hardly noticeable. I don't know what the daily dose of misery and dread is required to become unbearable. Most people shut down sensory perceptions and just plow through. Finding plenty of distractions in the constantly moving minutes and hours of the day.  Try calling HR tell them the store managers are self serving and have created a hostile work environment. Even having a stack of examples of bad behavior, your call will make you look anxious. The real issue is that bad behavior is ignored, because it is pushed into the blind spot of get the job done. The company structure is evaluate from the top down. The application interview process hands over your life details. To expect this set up to be fair and reasonable without any oversight ha ha. The fact there is no way to rate human interaction in the workplace means this is a blind spot.  The long poorly lit alleyway just waiting for victims.
Life can seem to fall apart. Any direction you take to orient yourself is illusive. In those times the body spirit package requires a reset. After watching civil unrest around the global. It looks like the reason for the strife was to create a more believable lie. The illusion has been strengthened.

5/21/2021

thems prehistoric innards

 On the rare occasion I encounter a unique and genuine person. I'm talking about the type of person that appears to be from outside the influence of modern life.  It's like the memory of a place.  It is right here where we are but it has become invisible. When a person from there becomes visible to us a realization of that place is familiar. Life prepares people to live in the modern realm, to be greedy, to be envious, to be dominant. All the traits that prevent a robust life experience. Trying to make sense of explanations that don't explain anything. Explanations created by beings with hatred. Why you maybe be wondering would anyone do that. Why would anyone use a tire pump to inflate their ego. An ego with a slow leak. Constantly needing to be reinflated. No attempt to patch the hole. Distracted by watching the pressure gauge is a good enough reason to continue the cycle. Knowing what to expect, and the task of keeping the pressure at the right level. Mesmerized through eternity.

May 11, 2021

She staged a scenerio so she could create high drama and chaos. Once critical mass was reached she tossed in her award winning monologue. It was her quoting herself how she talks about me when I'm not there. It was an audience participation scene which required me to react. After I reacted she danced around with words. Minimizing their evil venom. Before I realized this was actually a confession she blurted out "I apologize." Without stopping she started asking if I accept her apology and just as quick started to demand and criticize me if I wasn't going to accept it. This is her ultimate skill grinding up sentiment, unity, compassion. Expecting it to create peace and harmony.

5/17/2021

 Posturing to create a non existent conflict that demands to be resolved, drains people of an ability to think honestly and connect to truth.


My bad attitude

People trying to create a scenerio that looks genuine. My participation is demanded.  If I want to get more information in a situation like this it wont happen by asking questions. Anything but a yes from me equals my bad attitude.

People trying to corral me in with information.  What is intended to look like a conversation, is the connecting of fence panels. The purpose is for branding, or confinement, of my bad attitude.

The empty words used by manipulators disappear, leaving my bad attitude the only thing anyone notices or remembers. 

Saying things like I tried to talk to her and she is always angry.  Not saying: I provoked her for a month before her bad attitude came out.

She doesn't have any sympathy or compassion. I care deeply about her that is why I provoke her so I can asked her what is wrong.

My bad attitude is a source of entertainment, those who find their enjoyment in it have no interest in an honest human relationship with me. 

My bad attitude is all you can see in me. My bad attitude is the problem you say. 

5/10/2021

No question

Provoke, get reaction, assess quality of reaction, ignore reaction.

Provoke, get reaction, assess quality of reaction, ignore reaction.

Provoke, get reaction, assess quality of reaction, ignore reaction

Provoke, observe, assess, ignore

Provoke, observe, assess, ignore

Provoke, observe, assess, ignore


This is the only means of communication. Obliterates feelings, responsibility. Conversation options are the weather using loads of poetic and descriptive phrases.  All the important things have already happened and written down. 

4/28/2021

Stone Faces

 On buildings, or over looking the sea. Marvelous wonders from the old world. The newscaster tried to turn it into a political insult. A petty media lacks vision.

4/27/2021

Covid inspired righteousness

I've gotten two letters from a Jehovah Witness. The return address is a meeting hall on Menifee Rd.  These fucking people are antagonistic assholes. I used to be married to a guy. After we got married he started working with a man who was a JW. He became infactuated and jumped right in and became a JW. He came home and told me because we are married I have to do what my husband says. He said I had to become a JW. This story could get really long if I tell all the details.  God knew my choice if any human tried to come in between me and my relationship with Him.  I took this as a clear sign.  I moved out and filed for divorce.  This was 30+ years ago.  Suzanne gets JW bonus points for writing a letter and mailing a tri fold color brochure. 
I get to Thank God I'm not Jehovah's Witness.



 

4/26/2021

Pin the Tale on the Liar.

Amy calls Jody. Amy says "Jody you are always trying to cause trouble." Jody says "What did I do?" Amy says "Don't act like you don't know.  Why didn't you attend the funeral?" Jody says "What funeral?" Amy explains that she saw Jody's email address listed on the group email sent about the funeral details. Jody asks Amy to forward the group email, because she never got it. When Jody gets the email she sees that her email is misspelled and points it out to Amy. Amy acts like oh it was a simple typo by the sender. Amy suddenly turns into the most forgiving person. Why wasn't Amy as open hearted when calling Jody? 
Jody is left wondering why prior group emails had her email spelled correct.  Jody wonders why Amy was being aggressive, and accusatory.  Jody decides to keep her distance from this group because this looks like a warning shot.

4/25/2021

Hemet Phenomenon


 

A short list of personality types you'll encounter in real life, why do these traits get omitted in resumes and online profiles?

I enjoy going to random parties and getting roofied. 

I enjoy misleading people by withholding information.

I'm excellent at exploiting people through gossiping about nonsense that endears me to gullible people.

My spirituality requires me to dismiss confusion I create, as your negative energy.

I know how to get information to plot against you.

I am efficient at blaming other people, by creating implicating traps.

I am able to lie about anything, for any reason, even if it becomes obvious I'm lying.



4/24/2021

Old fashioned or make believe?

Does making a pie or giving someone a pie help to open the door for communication after experiencing a misunderstanding?
Has this ever worked or is it one of those fabled stories of how wonderful life used to be?

"I told you I used to drive a school bus"...Joe Biden

 



4/19/2021

Life Coach

When your method of inspiring people to do things your way is based on having a rich family and a fat brother who threats to beat people up. You shouldn't be a life coach. You should be a prostitute, and pull novelty items out of your vagina. I can understand why you believe you think you're influential. It's like how Ted Bundy volunteered answering phones for a suicide hotline. "So tell me more, you want to die? I see, I see. Why yes, yes,  I can help you."

If prostitution isn't your thing you might find identity theft fits your personality type. You know people leave themselves open to being deceived by trusting someone like you.  I think it's called being a loser when you show people how to be impulsive, deceptive, and entitled.

4/17/2021

Quoting two liars

"Are you okay?"

"I didn't do anything wrong?"

"I’m not sure what’s happening again ?"

"I really liked you and wanted to be your friend, not sure what happen"

4/11/2021

Coersive Control is Domestic Violence in California SB-1141

 Experts like Evan Stark liken coercive control to being taken hostage. As he says: “the victim becomes captive in an unreal world created by the abuser, entrapped in a world of confusion, contradiction and fear.”



...but I have reasons...

 When I flushed the turd of a reality she created...I heard: "...but I have reasons..."

sounding like the near far sound created in audience participation singing.

Rodney takes a short cut

 The six drainage canals under the freeway, would cut off 7 miles of walking. The wildlife camera captured the images of Rodney crawling on hands and knees covered in cobwebs exiting the drain pipe. The paranormal internet channel posted the images saying it was a ghost. Last I heard Rodney had secured a ride, but the plans fell apart. It was a verbal agreement the necessary deposit wasn't received. Someone should let Rodney know about the internet fame. It will pair nicely with that blessed life.

4/09/2021

Product review: pickles and coffee

 The pickles are dill. The flavor is subtle and not too salty. The pieces are irregular shapes some round some oblong. The oblong shapes expose the seeds. Round pickle slices never feature the seeds like an oblong slice is able to.

The coffee is sweet without sugar. It's a nice change to my regular coffee.




3/23/2021

Make the con artists job impossible

She would create conflict with the intent of creating false resolution choices. Not a choice to the unsuspecting. Her method worked only with restricted information. In her greed she was blind to knowing how to stay in character. Simple questions revealed truth.  Odd to watch her attempt to pick up the broken pieces of her shattered reality. Her hard work in her view entitled her to compensation. She sent a message demanding "I've done nothing wrong". Expecting to continue operating without invitation. Desperately grabbing for people to create worthless opinions, and false choices. Thinking it will open a dialog she can control. Even tossing around an apology. She apologized saying "I didnt mean for this to happen." Which means "I'm sorry but you choose wrong let's try it again" Easily finding people to operate through seems would cause an overwhelming feeling of isolation.
I pray for people who find this struggle. 

Her reasoning she claims was based on her feelings being hurt. She had solicited a compliment. She received an affirmation. Later the person who didn't want to hurt her feelings told someone else their honest opinion in that matter. She overheard. Her hurt feelings over this caused her to create the conflict, or so she claimed.  It is easy to believe her simplemindedness, however it doesn't explain how the conflict unfolded. It went nowhere near her true intent. Besides when your make-up makes you look like roadkill, but your mirror tells you "the fairest in the land".  Anyway back to the truth. Her claims of having hurt feelings doesn't explain her posturing techniques, or why she lied about her age. Too much periphery staging to create an illusion. Let's see hmmm hurt feelings, or skilled con-artistry. Admitting to having hurt feelings continues the game, admitting to being a  skilled con-artist brings game ending scrutiny. Being able to explore feelings vs being able to explore intent. I pray for anyone dealing with this misery producing type of relationship that they are able to orient themselves. I pray you regain your sensibilities.  If someone chooses to be a con artist I say make their job impossible. 

3/15/2021

A place to tell stories that are awkward

Stories worthy of being told can be awkward.   storytelling 


           Uhaul'd 

Of the light



3/11/2021

Say it but not write it down

 In a recent email exchange with a fellow human.  What happened:

My family had made arraignments to be sure an important delivery was received. An outside party. Tried to make adjustments to those plans, claiming they were in a dire situation.  The melt down that ensued is a story for another day. I tried to reach out to this person after the dust settled to understand the reason behind their need to involve themselves in my family's business. The response was: 'It would be nice if we could talk. I really liked you and hoped we could be friends. Maybe we can resolve this. ' I don't know what could have been said in person that could not have been written. To change my view on her trying to screw up my plans for the delivery.  Since then she has told people I am mentally unstable, and a troublemaker.  And just like that I realized a handful of people were no longer going to be a part of my life.

The retail clerk forms a bad habit

Ring bell for service. Ding. Wait. Wait. Still waiting. Ding. Wait. Wait. Wait. Employee shows up.  
Me     "I wasn't sure if you heard me."
Clerk  "I heard you."  "What can I help you with?"
Me.     "Looking at her not saying anything."
Clerk   "Well?"
Me       "I heard you"

Chipping away at the crusty surface that form on human interactions.

3/09/2021

Los Angeles news station shows zero human compassion.

 A Los Angeles news station trying to shame a resident. The news station hits a new low. My sister said the resident should make penis shapes out of the trash for the next fly over.  She called it junk shaped junk.

Not one mention of compassion in this video.

Looking forward to "junk" shaped junk 


2/26/2021

Quaker Oats Cookie Recipe

View recipe and tips here:

 https://www.quakeroats.com/cooking-and-recipes/vanishing-oatmeal-raisin-cookies

Ingredients

  • 1/2 Cup(s) (1 stick) plus 6 tablespoons butter, softened
  • 3/4 Cup(s) firmly packed brown sugar
  • 1/2 Cup(s) granulated sugar
  • 2 Eggs
  • 1 Teaspoon(s) vanilla
  • 1-1/2 Cup(s) all-purpose flour
  • 1 Teaspoon(s) Baking Soda
  • 1 Teaspoon(s) ground cinnamon
  • 1/2 Teaspoon(s) salt (optional)
  • 3 Cup(s) 
    Quaker® Oats (quick or old fashioned, uncooked)
  • 1 Cup(s) raisins

Cooking Instructions

Heat oven to 350°F. In large bowl, beat butter and sugars on medium speed of electric mixer until creamy. Add eggs and vanilla; beat well. Add combined flour, baking soda, cinnamon and salt; mix well. Add oats and raisins; mix well. Drop dough by rounded tablespoonfuls onto ungreased cookie sheets. Bake 8 to 10 minutes

2/23/2021

tending to p r e t e n d

Person 1: I have a hundred dollars in my pocket

Person 2:  I'm missing a hundred dollars

Person 1: I told you the truth. I told you I had a hundred dollars in my pocket

Person 2: You knew it was my money

Person 1: but I told you the truth, so I'm not a liar, or a thief

Person 2: You are able to look at water but not drink it and sustain your life.

2/20/2021

no hose

 Yesterday I saw a guy walking. He was carrying on his back one of those hose holders. You attach a hose and wind it up on the spindle. To keep your yard looking tidy. 

I do realize this could have been just a person walking home after purchasing it. I saw it more as a statement of a modern male.

"I'm carrying no ho's"

Would have been great if I could of snapped a picture. It might be a new trend, coming to a city near you.

2/19/2021

Grifter Proverbs

Hustle chicken tenders from Chic-Fil-A, call it the blessed life.

Eat your burger with no bun.

Only be around positive energy

2/17/2021

No Context The Vacuum

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Borrowed my computer - after returned - the search history:

Porn,  Pinterist

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I just learned your mom is a guy with a unambiguous alias

-- 

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Dispatch:

Is his build small, medium, or large? 

Caller: 

He's built like Barney

---

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You dropped my milk, I bought you dinner, when I said don't come back, you laughed like I was making a joke. Your degree didn't teach how to know what's true. Here's a hint: don't enter a person's home to decide how they should live, it's not your business.

--

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"are you going to cry?"

"did you ask if I'm going to cry?"

"no I said do you need a hug?"

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2/03/2021

the mothership has landed

drive thru covid19 testing
experience time loss, and rectal probing just like an old fashioned UFO abduction. 

 


1/27/2021

Incite

 The word, the weapon.

The Incite Agency created to promote the Obama brand. To lay a foundation for commerce. To change the social order. To target a customer base. 

Incite the word the weapon. The military operation to unleash the operatives. 

The objective: 

Create opinions

Obliterate truth

Conceal lies through redefinition 

Domestic Terrorist ad? Enzyting the Erection




 

1/14/2021

Powdered peanut butter cookies

 https://thisunmillenniallife.com/powdered-peanut-butter-cookies/

  • 1 cup powdered peanut butter (I use PBFit or PB2)
  • 3/4 cup sugar
  • 1/4 teaspoon salt
  • 1 teaspoon vanilla
  • 1/2 teaspoon baking powder
  • 1/3 cup oil
  • 1 large egg
  • 1 tablespoon ground flaxseed

Preheat oven to 350 degrees F.Combine all ingredients using a hand mixer. Drop by teaspoons onto a Silpat or parchment lined baking sheet. Use a fork to score a criss-cross pattern on each cookie. Bake 12 minutes or until set. (Cookies will be soft and chewy).

1/10/2021

60 minutes tries to tell the truth

 Leslie Stahl - Is anybody running the executive branch, of the government? Who is running the executive branch?


1/08/2021

Meatloaf

Oven 375° 45mins 160° internal temp

Cover with ketchup

 2021 is shaping up to be the year of weird script writing

First there is the Hollywood inside joke:

Actress Tonya Roberts reported as dead, reported as alive.

Then a Four Star General sounds like he's spittin' rhymes

General Colin Powell 2021 quote:

"That Rodney King thing" and later in the interview refers to police officers as cops.

12/30/2020

Brave Man in Hemet Ca

This guy was by himself showing support for Trump in Hemet. 
Dec 29, 2020
Sanderson and W. Florida Ave.
While we waiting for the light to change we watched him get yelled at and called names, drivers giving him the middle finger. 





 

12/06/2020

Power outage in Homeland Calif

Dec. 2, 2020  11:00 PM power off 

Dec. 4, 2020 2:00 AM power on 

http://www.rvcfire.org/_Layouts/Incident Information/IncidentInfoDetail.aspx?4573

Fire in Nuevo? Our power was off 3 hours before this fire began. Same terrain in both areas. Why the emergency power out wasn't applied to that area is an oddity.



11/27/2020

The ham demon

 The ham demon visits on a regular basis now. There must be a spirit track nearby that shifted on to our property.

Someone left a big garbage bag full of junk in the middle of the road on the curve out front. That was Monday. Tuesday a man was out there looking around taking pictures. I thought he was going to fix the spaghetti tangle of wires hanging from the utility pole. I think it was the weed abatement for the power pole safety strategy. He was tripping out on that bag of trash too haha

Today a truck with loud pipes that usually tears up and down the road like he's being chased by the police. Sat out in front of my house idling for 30+ minutes. I went out to see if I had any ripe tomatoes, and he split, that was an odd coincidence. I noticed I have another bell pepper on the plant.

I've been noticing grey hawk stopping by he gets a drink of water, or hangs out on the fence.

11/22/2020

Odd happenings

Oct 28 strange letter arrives

Nov 10 strange car drove by

Nov 12 strange letter arrives

Nov. 12 Gov. Agency truck with female driving in area backing up etc odd actions

Nov. 13 gov. Agency truck with male driving in area

Nov 22 strange car drove by, same as on the 10th

10/18/2020

Why do conspiracy theories about pedophilia hold such sway with some conservatives?

Melissa Healy Los Angeles Times 16 hrs ago        

https://www.register-herald.com/news/why-do-conspiracy-theories-about-pedophilia-hold-such-sway-with-some-conservatives/article_64de91e8-10d6-11eb-881c-773e969f6806.html

In modern presidential campaigns, unsubstantiated conspiracy theories about pedophilia are now almost as routine as stump speeches, poll results and televised debates.

Now similar fictions are being aimed at Joe Biden, this year's Democratic presidential nominee.

Here's a video making Joe Biden look like a ghoul surrounded by ghouls, being videotaped by ghouls.  Watch the full video and answer your own question:





10/13/2020

Sport fascism...

I didn't know sport fascist was a job description. But there it is in the first sentence.




 

Wonderfully Victimized

What I'm noticing in this election cycle. One side writes the name of the candidate they support. One side writes the name of the candidate they hate. I saw a Trump rally last weekend. People had signs up with Trump 2020. Across the street a group formed and the signs they held said F**k Trump. Not one person with a Biden sign.  One side wants to be governed by Theocrats, the other side wants Anarchy. The one common theme on both sides is being against something is a now considered to be a valid political position.

For the audience members enjoying their popcorn as civilizations melts here is some exciting news:

There is an upcoming award show.
To be wonderfully victimized is considered a win.  Trophies are being made for the winners. Whoever can recount their tale of being wonderfully victimized wins. There will be several categories to increase the chances of winning. The trophy will be a turd in a box. It will be presented fresh. Bronzed and engraved after the full sensory experience takes place at the award presntation show. 

Fratelli Tutti

Pope Francis is a frat boy. 

10/05/2020

god likes you better because how you wear your hair... 

How come this video isn't being fact checked? There is no way (he) billgates cut (that) slice of cake with (that) knife.
He pretends to make a cake ,  to look like Coca Castle,  he pretends to slice the cake it ends up looking like it was laser cut and crumbs vacuumed and disposed.  We are supposed to believe his reality without question.  His version of reality is that of a mime. Creating a wall to lean on or push against. Creating an economy where too much paper rectangles deinsentivises people from going to work. The same world where images are broadcast on a rectangle. Convincing viewers this reality is real. The same world where people move around inside rectangles and become exalted in human existence, and make grand proclamation.
This reality extends itself to the chosen. So intertwined they move as a single entity. The best example can be witnessed in how Maye Musk and Anderson Cooper are the same person.
They vacuum the leftover pieces. What goes into the rectangle?  The reality that causes the mind to collapse.


10/01/2020

This explains everything about politics and so much more

Politicians are propped up given amentinites and luxuries, and no one tells them they are insane. I think the same model is used in entertainment, and education. 


The American Mental Asylum: A Remnant of History

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/freud-fluoxetine/201807/the-american-mental-asylum-remnant-history


Writing in 1854, Kirkbride stated, "There is no reason why an individual who has the misfortune to become insane should, on that account, be deprived of any comfort or even luxury."

Death Car on the Freeway (1979)

Dodge van driving, (8 track tape playing fiddle music) killer.
AKA the white devil


 

9/16/2020

Warning:

Watch at Your Own Risk

People are quite surprised there is a law prohibiting public defecation in San Fransisco California. 
Police officer checking ID and realizing he is being recorded



 

Heard a weather report on the boob tube

 The newsperson said: this weather is unprecedented...

Wait a minute...unprecedented?...but what about the ice age...It's not hard to understand an Atheist not wanting to believe in the global flood. But when did the ice age get tossed into the conspiracy theory pile?  

9/14/2020

Reading this will cause medicinal laughter:

https://newint.org/features/2008/10/01/tax-history 

The word ‘tax’ first appeared in the English language only in the 14th century. It derives from the Latin taxare which means ‘to assess’. Before that, English used the related word ‘task’, derived from Old French. For a while, ‘task’ and ‘tax’ were both in common use, the first requiring labour, the second money. 

9/12/2020

writing, drawing, replicating

 

A written language made of wedges. Artwork used circles. To draw the conclusion it was superstition that kept the circle out of their writing, puts the burden of proof on to my speculation.  The world you move through is real to you. Proof is not a prerequisite to breathing.



9/10/2020

Delta Dawn


Larry Collins, and Alex Harvey

 Delta Dawn what's that flower you have on?

Could it be a faded rose from days gone by?
And did I hear you say he was ameetin' you here today
To take you to his mansion in the sky
 
She's forty one and her daddy still calls her baby
All the folks around Brownsville say she's crazy
'Cause she walks downtown with a suitcase in her hand
Lookin' for a mysterious dark-haired man
 
In her younger days they called her Delta Dawn
Prettiest woman you ever laid eyes on
Then a man of low degree stood by her side
And promised her he'd take her for his bride
 
Delta Dawn what's that flower you have on?
Could it be a faded rose from days gone by?
And did I hear you say he was ameetin' you here today
To take you to his mansion in the sky
See also:
Confederate Rose
The delta at dawn

9/04/2020

8/28/2020

Who needs a hole in the head?

Promoting trepanation. Like Jeffery Dahlmer, Elon Musk is trying to talk people into letting him bore a hole into their skull. Is this a repeat of the Middle Ages? Numerous horror movies have used a drill to terrorize the audience. A band sang a song about a head hole.

The animals tortured before the humans line up.

God help us.

8/22/2020

Asking for a friend

  1. Have you ever ordered Orange Juice at a McDonald's drive thru? 
  2. Was it a double drive thru?
  3. Did you use a straw?
  4. Did it hurt when you swallowed? Like that burning feeling when you've had a sore throat and your expectation causes hesitation.
  5. Do you believe this is important information to create an equitable environment?
  6. The shamanist death of the ego, this is a hard truth to walk in. Symbolized in the acidic sting that you know is coming, do you agree?