8/21/2022

haywire

I was part of a group. Every time I tried to do something in my own way it caused a problem in the group. I learned to wait until an offer came my way.  If someone asked what do you want and I revealed to them my idea, it would be the thing that was made sure to never happen. Before long I started to be uninterested in that interaction, and would avoid being involved in that type of situation. What happened next is the group decided there was something seriously wrong with me and would make up fake scenarios to interact with me. This group has been trapped in this delusional state  for 50+ years.  The group gave me an ultimatum. I could from this point forward acknowledge and accept that I am to blame for things being this way. I remained silent, and I stopped responding to communication attempts.

A person was recruited as a spokesman for the group. He contacted me to relay the message. The group thinks you are unforgiving.

The delusional reality that has been created and sustained by the group has an impenetrable energy field that can't be dismantled.  

I think there are delusional spaces people interact in as part of the human condition. Being able to see it takes an adjustment period. I don't think it's unique. I think it is common and most people figure it out quickly and manage themselves without problems.

Things go haywire when the communicate skill stops interfacing with the intuition skill, because someone hasn't kept up with the task of maintaining their internal compass. They're all over the map of reason and their words can't convey complete ideas. 

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