Fluorescent light tubes

The trouble with fluorescent light tubes. They last such a long time the world changes between light bulb changes.  The new color is more than just illumination for the kitchen it evokes the feeling of last light of day. Much like our pre-electricity ancestors experienced.  The sun light dimming signaling the end of the day.  I'm sure these bulbs are only available in hardware stores near peasant communities.  Last light of day all day.  It's not as bad as the seizure inducing flicker of a dying tube light that created the feeling of a torch lit cave.