12/26/2025

Living in the clouds waiting for the rocks to cool

 Turning Point USA America Fest. 

I noticed a few off the wall things, like I'm known to do. They had several different podium styles. The speakers at the opaque white podium cast a shadow. Making it look like they had a tail.  I found it fascinating since we all have a shadow side. Being reminded while listening to a presentation can distract from what is being said. It can also cause revulsion, or encourage a fear bias.

The shadow tails perhaps focused my attention towards other dual meanings. Social media was calling it Am Fest.  Now this noticing is move convoluted. TPUSA is thought of as a Christian based organization. I think most people understand Christianity has been hijacked. Aside from being a Christian org, it welcomes other religious beliefs. Now I don't want to define "other religious beliefs" because I don't want to focus on any belief because it isn't specific. It's vague and general. The use of the term Am Fest got be thinking about the new age movement of I Am, the hierarchy of rainbow colors, and the followers of St. Germain.  The nudging towards a hijacked version of being part of the body of Christ. I'm watching and praying for truth. The theatrical distractions find our blindspots, fears, and unresolved  moments we've encountered along our journey.  Numerous conversations could follow. Perhaps I'll be inspired.

12/19/2025

Journalists vs Baby Jesus


 The news presenters are having a good time. Showing off caged animals. First calling them pigs. The fairgrounds decided to put a donkey, a goat, and two sheep together. Animal therapy, and love in the morning. I don't know why the news station would promote such an odd display. Perhaps it's a science project  to document what happens when different animals live together. It is news for Seattle which I think it's known for being a wealthy tech industry base. The holiday glee will be exponential at the retelling during the ugly sweater contest scheduled for later in the week. I don't want to minimize the value of good natured fun. The high GPA students from good families having a laugh is important. Having to dress modest, and follow strict etiquette can feel like a ton of bricks. A burden lightened by holiday mirth.

12/18/2025

Two good product ads


 

Technology but for who?

 I changed the setting on my phone. I increased the size of the font. The problem is doing that prevents me from being able to see the entire page. I needed to click a link that was no longer in the page view. I had to reduce the font size to proceed.  I can't be the only person that has encountered this.

AI vs Baby Jesus

I watched a YouTube video last night. In it carolers sang We Three Kings. The closed captions put a comma in a strange place. I watched the video again this morning the closed captions are now turned off.

Lyrics:

" Born a King on Bethlehem's plain, gold I bring to crown him again, King forever, ceasing never, over us all to reign "

Closed caption version:  

"...King forever ceasing, never over us all to reign..."

The comma between ceasing and never. The AI can't contextualize but you have to admit it is odd. Plus that I saw it. I wonder if the deaf community pointed it out and got the closed captions turned off. 



12/15/2025

What's the Point?

 The 2025 White House Christmas decorations had what looked like it could have been a framed needlepoint of Trump's mugshot. Needlepoint long considered Americana art. Reaching back to a time women were taught those types of craft or skills. To combine a dwindling art form, with an image that represents government corruption. It forms a thought process that has no where to go. So what is the point? End an art form to elevate corruption? Make corruption a feature to hang on the wall in homes across the country. To be celebrated,  to marvel at the intricate details. Again what's the point?

12/13/2025

Cart ruts, chariots of fire, the rocks hadn't cooled

 Recently P Morgan, and J Fuentes talked at each other on camera. One part reminded me of the type of jokes that circulated when I was young. 

The topic of tampons came up in the video. It reminded me of the theme of jokes around biker culture. A woman is asked if she was ever picked up by the fuzz. Her answer is no but I've been swung by the tits. The topic of biker culture would reveal oddities of the lifestyle. People would say I heard this or that. It was usually something outrageous. One thing involved menstrual blood as ritual to earn rank or something.  The other was a woman was valued by if she could suck start a Harley. You can see how the humor became depraved nonsense because it was just people not being at all connected to what they were discussing. I also remember the tampon being called Dracula's teabag. Anyhow when the tampon word got tossed into the video it seemed like the torch was getting passed. I saw a video someone highlighted P Morgan said a gazillion groypers were antagonizing him. The term gazillion has been used to diminish the official count of deaths...

Anyhow my sensibilities have hung up the no vacancy sign. I could continue to document other key points but I realize how pointless the dialogue is when everything said can be shrugged off,  or purposefully misunderstood. 

In all seriousness if those are the stakes why do you need my input?

 Tis the season of baby Jesus. And.lo the angel of the Lord said to Mary...

12/10/2025

An Inspired Christmas Card

 Inspired by Melania Trump, and Piers Morgan.

" It's a Very Fucking Christmas "

Celebrate your festive shadow side.  Hopefully one of your favorite fake friends will secretly record you and make you internet famous, maybe you'll be more famous than Adolph. You will NEVER be more famous than the baby Jesus.

 

11/10/2025

What do you think?

 Has "single mom" replaced the term "bastard"? Attaching the stimaga to the adults and not the children

10/09/2025

Homeland shooting

Riverside County Homicide Investigators Seek Public's Aid in Homeland Shooting Death

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Sarah Kim

October 09, 2025

Riverside County Homicide Investigators Seek Public's Aid in Homeland Shooting Death

Source: Unsplash/Scott Rodgerson

In the quiet expanse where suburban sprawl gives way to the open arms of Homeland, tragedy struck in the form of cold steel and spent casings.

Riverside County deputies, summoned to the junction of Creag Avenue and Seaview Drive, discovered a male adult, life's light dimmed by a probable gunshot, early Wednesday morning.

Read more here:

https://hoodline.com/2025/10/riverside-county-homicide-investigators-seek-public-s-aid-in-homeland-shooting-death/

Riverside County Homicide Investigators Seek Public's Aid in Homeland Shooting Death


10/06/2025

St. Stephen

 Stephen King made a comment that included themes of Christian, gay, and stoning. 

I'm not sure but I think he was telling everyone St Stephen was stoned to death for not being gay.

8/31/2025

Models of governance

 San Fransisco County Board of Supervisors is the City Council. San Fransisco is THE place in California to be organized in this way.

It's odd since County areas in California are under constant threat to be forced to join a city after being placed arbitrarily into the sphere of influence.


7/23/2025

Trying to understand with limited info

What has become The Epstein gossip column. All the accusers are young pretty white girls. It would seem  Heterosexual men, and homosexual women, are on that list, that don't exist, of compromised people. It seems odd. I don't have a formed opinion about this. I do have real world experience  with shenanigans involving a large organized group running a sex fraud operation. The closer I got to the truth, I noticed the large group was able to shed layers easily to gain the upper hand as it became necessary. To a normal brained people it made the group look more guilty. However it didn't matter because one person could do nothing about it. I could exhaust myself and certainly end up sounding mentally deranged trying tell the truth. Which is by design. It sharped my focus and taught me to keep my mouth shut. 

If anyone is entertaining the idea this gossip column can be made sense of, be warned. This is the equivalent of searching for a needle in a haystack, but the needle was never put in the haystack.


7/15/2025

Hello readers

 I'm hoping all is well. Trying to adapt to whatever the current social engineering shuffle is attempting to achieve. The social order has become a corraled space to form opinions. Opinions from a preselected list of approved opinions. Masterfully presented by likes and views. Presented by paid actors pretending this is their real life and heartfelt and cultivated opinion. 

Leaving the bewildered to feel like they are falling behind. If you feel the need to play along, so you don't have to notice the emptiness.Stop doing that.  Allow your brain to function so you stop being deluged by deceit. Don't try to understand the delusion. Make it explain itself. It can't because that is the game. It's not about figuring out anything. It's about getting caught up in trying. That is the goal. 

Why? Who knows, and who cares. Just keep saying huh? what? I don't understand?