3/23/2021

Make the con artists job impossible

She would create conflict with the intent of creating false resolution choices. Not a choice to the unsuspecting. Her method worked only with restricted information. In her greed she was blind to knowing how to stay in character. Simple questions revealed truth.  Odd to watch her attempt to pick up the broken pieces of her shattered reality. Her hard work in her view entitled her to compensation. She sent a message demanding "I've done nothing wrong". Expecting to continue operating without invitation. Desperately grabbing for people to create worthless opinions, and false choices. Thinking it will open a dialog she can control. Even tossing around an apology. She apologized saying "I didnt mean for this to happen." Which means "I'm sorry but you choose wrong let's try it again" Easily finding people to operate through seems would cause an overwhelming feeling of isolation.
I pray for people who find this struggle. 

Her reasoning she claims was based on her feelings being hurt. She had solicited a compliment. She received an affirmation. Later the person who didn't want to hurt her feelings told someone else their honest opinion in that matter. She overheard. Her hurt feelings over this caused her to create the conflict, or so she claimed.  It is easy to believe her simplemindedness, however it doesn't explain how the conflict unfolded. It went nowhere near her true intent. Besides when your make-up makes you look like roadkill, but your mirror tells you "the fairest in the land".  Anyway back to the truth. Her claims of having hurt feelings doesn't explain her posturing techniques, or why she lied about her age. Too much periphery staging to create an illusion. Let's see hmmm hurt feelings, or skilled con-artistry. Admitting to having hurt feelings continues the game, admitting to being a  skilled con-artist brings game ending scrutiny. Being able to explore feelings vs being able to explore intent. I pray for anyone dealing with this misery producing type of relationship that they are able to orient themselves. I pray you regain your sensibilities.  If someone chooses to be a con artist I say make their job impossible. 

3/15/2021

A place to tell stories that are awkward

Stories worthy of being told can be awkward.   storytelling 


           Uhaul'd 

Of the light



3/11/2021

Say it but not write it down

 In a recent email exchange with a fellow human.  What happened:

My family had made arraignments to be sure an important delivery was received. An outside party. Tried to make adjustments to those plans, claiming they were in a dire situation.  The melt down that ensued is a story for another day. I tried to reach out to this person after the dust settled to understand the reason behind their need to involve themselves in my family's business. The response was: 'It would be nice if we could talk. I really liked you and hoped we could be friends. Maybe we can resolve this. ' I don't know what could have been said in person that could not have been written. To change my view on her trying to screw up my plans for the delivery.  Since then she has told people I am mentally unstable, and a troublemaker.  And just like that I realized a handful of people were no longer going to be a part of my life.

The retail clerk forms a bad habit

Ring bell for service. Ding. Wait. Wait. Still waiting. Ding. Wait. Wait. Wait. Employee shows up.  
Me     "I wasn't sure if you heard me."
Clerk  "I heard you."  "What can I help you with?"
Me.     "Looking at her not saying anything."
Clerk   "Well?"
Me       "I heard you"

Chipping away at the crusty surface that form on human interactions.

3/09/2021

Los Angeles news station shows zero human compassion.

 A Los Angeles news station trying to shame a resident. The news station hits a new low. My sister said the resident should make penis shapes out of the trash for the next fly over.  She called it junk shaped junk.

Not one mention of compassion in this video.

Looking forward to "junk" shaped junk